I just wish I wasn’t so awkward. I’ve had my share, a good share, of opportunities to make friends. If only I were more captivating, if only people wanted to talk to me as much as I wanted to talk to people. My problem is I’ve been so introverted all my life, saving my potential up for now, when I deemed it to matter so long ago, that I’ve lost the key. I can’t unlock myself, instead I channel all of my energy towards my appearance. I’m afraid to say it, I fear that I’ve lost myself for good.